by D’Coda
“Be patient towards all that is unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves.”—Rainer Maria Rilke
My connection to the outside world is broken! My outgoing email program has up and quit, without any valid excuse. My cell phone took a trip to Fayetteville and never came back. Can’t use it here anyway…but in a red hot, “gotta contact the outside world” moment I could hike out to a floating signal. The rains prevent me from reaching my mailbox. Cut off. Wherever the outside world is racing to, I’m falling behind and I fear I may miss the grand finale. Worse, my friends may think I’ve forgotten them. That all I care about now is turtles. (or the bear currently nosing around the house–upsetting the dogs, and my concentration).
One of my teachers, the Kahuna, Serge King, taught me– there is ALWAYS another way. I can tell you I’ve put that notion to the test and so far….it seems to be true. I’ve figured out an unorthodox way to get a small amount of email to David despite the computers lack of cooperation. David won’t like it, extra work on his end…so only the “highest priority’ emails are going out….whenever the rain stops.
Forest came to visit a couple weeks ago, brought a friend from Fayetteville, Jason. They came to fix the roof and carried a guitar, lawn mower, roofing tar, roofing tools, 5 gallons of gas a new chain saw…and MORE down the mountain…in the rain. Youthful vigor. (in their early twenties).
Jason had an ear infection, had it a month and couldn’t afford to see a doctor about it, so I showed him how to make a garlic oil ear treatment and explained how to use a peppermint oil steam inhalation for inner ear infections …drinking peppermint tea as well. During their week stay, the ear improved. Food, as usual, held center stage. The lads craved wild salad, told me the salad I fixed would cost them $20 in the city, IF you could even get it: the typical mix contained yucca blossoms, violet leaf, plantain, sheep sorrel, lettuce, spinach, lambs quarters, green onion, yellow dock leaf, horseradish leaf, red mustard leaf, brier tips, giant hyssop. Jason ground wheat so I could make bread, homemade bread seems to be another “luxury” item. They were amazed that I make my own tortillas….all of these things I take to be so common, have turned into luxuries out there in the machine. Jason said it had been years since he had homemade bread. My heart aches to think what these kids are eating.
Especially as I continue to study how genetically altered foods are creeping into everyday fare. There’s a new book out called “Genetic Roulette” which scientifically documents the very serious health risks posed by eating it. Most of the corn and soy is now genetically altered. The bacteria in our gut can pick up the gene that produces BT(a pesticide) in these GM (genetically modified) crops and we start producing this insecticide in our own bodies…possibly for life. Some of the proteins are abnormal in soy and can produce allergy. Animals given a choice between GM foods and REAL food, pass up the GM…they can tell the difference. Over 60 diseases are now associated with eating GM foods. I still use some of the foods from the outside. I’m grieved to think that I may have to decline them now. No more corn chips, no more corn meal, no more chocolate bars (contain lecithin from gm corn), no more “vegetable oil” (contains GM corn or soy oil). Of course, organic corn chips,etc. Are most likely safe…but they are beyond my means. Apparently the only GM veggies showing up in the markets are zucchini and crookneck squash , of all things. Looks like the die is cast, if I can’t grow it, I can’t eat it. The rest of the people, those who have to buy their food, had better start roaring “NO” to food manufacturers, and roar loud. Buy organic, too. (That’s another story for another time, a lot of “organic” ain’t “organic”)
One morning Forest and I were meditating together outside in the sun. A grasshopper flew into my hair so I grabbed it. My hand told me it was actually a wasp. No problem, a clay poultice break, then back to spring morning meditation….ending with Forest’s announcement that he wanted to become a VOL provisional member! Well!!! Forest and I have been coasting along with the understanding that since he’s our founder’s son, and a property owner here, its not necessary to be a member to be involved with us. I also had the impression that at age 23, he’d want to devote himself to exploring the world outside. But he’s a smart one. He knows that intentional community can offer solutions to some of the problems society mishandles. He’s looking ahead. If he joins now, he can play an important role in creating VOL. He also wants to reassure Das that the community he started so long ago will “stay in the family” and the “next generation” will see it to completion.
Forest and I haven’t talked much about becoming a member. I don’t think Forest realized that provisional membership is an educational course in how to live and work together harmoniously. People really need to spend their provisional membership here, working with me, finding out what the life on the land is like, making plans for how they’ll be able to make this their permanent home. Orinarily, I would not vote for anyone who wasn’t spending their prov. membership period on the land….but I’ll make an exception for him. His circumstances are unique. He was born here for one thing. His long term plan is to spend six months here, and six months outside, every year. I’m looking for people who will be here full time. But, again, this is a unique situation, so I’ll go with it. I think his contribution will be worth making this exception. He is fully aware that this is sacred ground, he gets bonus points for that.
So now, I must convert the training program into a correspondence course for him. I’m spending a great deal of time putting a lot of it on the computer. There will still be books to read, some of that can be done here. Discussions to be had face to face. I’m enthused to think I may finally have a partner to work with who spends more time here. A lot can be done in six months a year, year after year. He’s in it for the long haul, that I know. (That gets him more bonus points). I’ve explained to him that I don’t vote someone in based on privilege…being “son and property holder”…but on merit…on excellence. We need people who know what they are doing. Who make it their business to learn, endlessly learn, the way of peace…the way of joy and love…of doing good works to benefit mankind…and the Natural world.
In the meantime, I’ve had a revelation about our other members, the ones who live in the cities. Their trips to the land are very infrequent and very very short (anywhere from a day to a week). We’ve had difficulty establishing a real sense of community this way. Virtually all of our contact is through our email forum. Community process doesn’t readily adapt itself to email, especially when most members don’t even know what community process is. It occurred to me that part of the reason this has wound up being dysfunctional, is because we are trying to apply the standards of an intentional community that lives together…to one that doesn’t. When we measure ourselves against the norms for people who spend a lot of time together, living and working together, we fall short. So we’ve been complaining, “This isn’t community!”.
It turns out that we’ve made a category error. We need to reframe. What we ARE is a cyber-community. VOL is likely to wind up being two communities, a Land or Physical community AND a Cyber community…we need to start distinguishing between them. We need to start thinking about norms for a cyber community. What kind of vision can a cyber community dream up? What goals and mission are appropriate for a cyber community? When we reframe as a cyber community, suddenly, we look like high achievers since our cyber community actually gets things done in the physical world. Intentional communities do, sometimes, create subcommunities. Let our cyber community develop as a full fledged subcommunity (called a “pod” in IC-speak), complete with a name. Since VOL has a kind of “Star Trek” ring to it, call it something like VOLdron, or “VOLshire”…and drop the boring reference to “town members”–give them a proper name…like VOLdrons.
One thing I’ve noticed is that the VOLdrons, definitely need an infusion of fun. Our cyber community needs to be more creative and playful. So I’ve proposed that we play it. Create a computer game…remember SimCity? Yeah, a computer game where we play at building a self-sufficient intentional community…work out the kinks in cyberspace and apply the best results to our physical community. Any members who are at odds with each other can release their pent-up emotions through role playing. Roghan, “Defender of Water” vs. “Erileon, Savior of Thirsty Australians” (one of our members suggested bottling our water and selling to Australians & dry Americans as a VOL business venture).
I haven’t heard back from the VOLdrons about this idea yet…its likely to come as a shock to them…or they may think I’m kidding. Who knows? But I do think I’m on to something here.
(I’ve sent three journal entries to David this time, so readers may want to check for them)